For you

Saturday, August 31, 2013

Dear,

Even you are not here,

Perhaps for years,

I may fear,

But it can't resolved by taking beer,

As nothing in this world could cheer,

When you are not near,

You might have not hear,

My silent tears,

Neither my agony fear,

Only can genuinely bear,

Despite,

Nothing could easily tear us,

As it will be all crystal clear

After we get through for all those years.

rainbow~

Friday, August 9, 2013

even if it rains, rainbow will come out then. not everything tat is bad is as bad as u think and not everything tat is good is good as u think. when u gain something, u will lose another. when u lose something, you gain another. tats the circle of life.

yes i didnt manage to get into local uni, but to really compare, there are 104+ ppl get 4flat also didnt manage to get into it too. i am nothing to fight with them, they deserve far more than i do. and my luck isnt just there. of course, the unbearable sad feeling is there too as im just a plain human. but i know this is not the end of the world. pull myself up again n again, nevertheless this time is hard, but i am strong enough! so what? as long as i live my live n stand up again is the most matters =)

now just waiting appeal result -.- so long man to wait... haiz.. gov cant u be any faster!! if dint get, just will go to UTAR perak most probably. luckily my sister is working now to help my financial. love her so much ^^

another stupid thing is, my beloved silver, fluffy, adorable cat lost d T^T arggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh... already almost 1 week he gone =( i use my own money to bring him see vet before somemore kena scratch ... who kidnap my cat balik kampung!!!!! at least let me say goodbye first =(( evethough just 10month rear it, but seriously damn shit miss him =((

i just realise i so long no blogging d XD haha. been very busy working like 7/11.. superb tired working man... luckily season already end! so glad~ left 3 more weeks to accompany him before he go pahang study. so fast time flies.. will appreciate the time that we left now ^^ i know is not easy after this to keep in touch after busy in studies, but i will do my best for this love. miss u my fatty n stupid pig xp

everything will change once again.. separate lives. separate journey.. but what most matters is, it is in our heart always =)