end of my holiday~

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

i cant believe i jus left 3 more days before going back to uni life again. so scary to think about sleeping less n assignment, quiz, test! last two weeks went back d for pulau bidong fieldtrip actually. no pic on this blog since i lazy to upload xp it is in my fb album if wanna see XD

not bad but is not exactly a trip when u only have bout 5hours to sleep. of course i enjoy the speedboat super much! is damn awesome to have bout 50min of boat trip that speeds super much where ur butt will jump high up and land painfully. but is superb exciting n challenging in the middle of ocean with waves n totally unforgettable. my fren tudung went flying like super hilarious. haha xp

so wat actually the fieldtrip was just make us have experience n propose a full report n presentation on sampling methods where we catch the marine life from fish, hermit crabs to worms bottom down. went to snorkelling while recording data under water n see many colourful fish, there is even one fish with like rainbow color. damn amazing to swim with them n even had swim with swordfishes. quite dangerous actually but we swim away from them then.

then did manta tow where the boat will tow u one by one behind holding the board, then u just put ur head inside the water n see the corals n record the percentage of certain types. the best part is, u get to drink enormous sea water.. lol.. damn disgusting -.- especially after seeing under the microscope tat have countless of zooplankton.. we even went to middle of ocean during night where we cant see anything at all to do water sampling for plankton later on. it was fun but not when 3hours on the boat keep sway here n there tat makes u dizzy n wanna puke all ur stomach out.. i just take the seasick pill if not i also cant barely tahan ~.~

overall it was amazing trip but tiring also. but ya, i miss it. i miss the swing also XD we call it the wrecking ball coz is a rope with a ball exactly like tat. haha. but was dangerous as well bcoz one of my fren went jump off from it n tat ball ter-bang her lips! the blood gush out but she say she ok n go to toilet alone. i was so worried bcoz i also gt fault to pursue her to play T.T then at toilet she keep the blood in the mouth n puke out. it was so much tat literally scare the hell of me. luckily she is a very manly type n ask me to keep it silent. if nt the lecturer will make a fuss of it.. but is still ok, just inside lips there bruise.. damn guilty T^T

in tat 2weeks being in terengganu, i heard so much of sad stories from my housemates which are also my coursemates. every night we chit chat n watch tv together. seriously they are damn amazing n funny. they can just talk from normal chats until 18++ . damn funny. n ya my coursemates say tat my chinese male lecturer always looking at me when he teach!! oh gosh n i tot only i realize tat. i should have seduce him to get an A XD haha jus jk. then one day, they somehow talk until family.. n i just get to know my fren who is damn talkative n always laugh the hardest n loudest actually has a sad thing happen..

her dad passed away literally 2 days before a culture celebration.. n is just bcoz her brother send him to hospital since his dad complain of gastric pain. so they gave an overdose pain killer n took away his life just tat sudden. can u imagine someone tat u love so much just so sudden to lost without giving any signal at all?

til today she say she cant accept the fact. she from top student just sleep on her test n fall to the last place until her teacher keep motivate telling tat her dad wont be happy to see her doing bad for her future. then her mom with her relationship also not good tat time coz they just have ntg to say except tat empty feeling. her mum keep his husband study room clean n hug his unwash shirt every night to sleep. n until few weeks suddenly her mum jus like went aggresively push all the books down, pack all the shirts n donate it to charity. not even a single thing left of his dad except one of his working attire. n she sent my fren to learn motor n be independent to go school, tuition alone. her brother purposely postpone his bachelor studies n help emotionally for the mum n my fren. luckily they able to think rationally n physically move on.

while she was saying all these, her tears keep dropping.. n i was so angry of myself tat i cant say anything tat can make her feel better.. n when i comfort her say tat is ok at least u have good memories with him before n she replied me, wats the point of having a good memories but the greatest sadness?, i'ld rather not close to him then so i wont hurt much. i was so speechless n feel somehow true. until my another fren, which her mum is chinese n her dad is malay has another problem. for someone who willing to convert to another religion must have been truly love tat person to sacrifice n endure all. n her family was all so perfect where she so attached to his dad back when she was young. until one day, his dad brought another girl came n introduce into the house. the hatred accumulates on my fren bcoz this woman causes the whole family from happy to very 'cold' house.

one day my fren slapped tat bitch n her dad slap her back.. n slapping scenario for quite long of the family.. epic..tats how she change n hate her dad to the max to leave her mum alone but the mum doesnt want to divorce as they have no income at all. til one day after she enter matric, her dad admitted to ICU due to heart prob. tat's when she cried for her dad n ask the God to dont take away his life so she will forgive her dad.. luckily her dad survived n they apologized to each other. tats the moment she realize no matter how terrible ur parent is, they stil the one who have relation with u n nothing can question about tat.. i was so lucky to have been blessed with a good family.. hearing all these stories with my frens, i realize how important time is. they say we never know wat we have until we lost it, but is actually we know wat we have n will lost one day, is just tat we never take any action to appreciate it. of coz we cant fulfil everything but at least we do our best n dont regret on the future. there is no perfection in the world, just make it better, tats wat i wan to share here.

to my sweetheart, im so sorry tat sometimes i take granted of ur unconditional love n always expect u will comfort me. such a selfish girl.. thanks alot for bringing me go sunway lagoon n animal park which i love it to the max despite ur swollen leg tat so hard to walk also. i wil treat u better n together we practice to be better n grow old together :D u told me tat grow old is more romantic than giving flowers. i should have agreed with u instead i reply u i wan both. haha. watever it is, as long as the real meaning of love n meaning of loyalty still be there is the most important :)

basically wat i did or achieve in my long sem holiday which about 2 months is lesser than wat i plan to do. first is lose my phone n i ended up working for bout 3weeks, tats it. n things tat i plan to do like learning guitar, watch my dramas, help out at pets shelter, read my novels etc ended up i dint do at all =.= time really flies damn fast.. not enuf holiday n enjoy T^T huhu. watever one year down, 2 years more to go. gambateh!