What can I say except disappointed.. dear god.. must my road be this hard.. :-(

again and again you disappoint me. I pray so much.. am happy you give me chance for test.. but just till half way.. why give me hope instead then? Feel so fool... waiting for all these.. sacrifices and efforts.. no point at all.. hopes.. dreams.. for what if you are going to take back it all..

Vet and teacher.. just my dream.. now don't even dare to hope anything anymore.. the more you hope, you will only get disappointment.. let it be ba.. july? No hope, no disappointment. That easy.

Anyway, thanks my dear friends for comfort. Lucky to have you all <3