How sad... today stpm result finally out... passed, but not good.. will recheck my chemistry as what teachers ask me to.. because it's like no answering at all.. hope after check will get better..

Hug my teachers and cried.. haha.. make them also wanna cry.. so bad.. really disappointing.. most of all, my dad follow me take result.. so sad and hurt I can't make him proud... he so hard raise me but I can't repay him... how useless I am... some more he try hard to cheer me up.. really love him..

And Luckily... Teacher comfort me say proud of me no matter what. Proud of my attitude and hard work alone at class.. give me many encouragement... feel so blessed.. Gave my teachers flowers as below picture..

Then go sunway with bf... cried again... he get 3pointer above also complain.. how I wish to get that result :-( how I wish for that... still feel so down even though bf, friends, teachers, family comfort.... thx anyway..

Got back home, just feel like runaway from all these... plus mum some more argue with me.. fml... why I so down, you still ask me why get this kind of result, not feel ashamed? Seriously f... no mood at all.. how can other people comfort me but you instead make me more sad? Sorry I disappoint you, but must you say all these at this time? Sucks!

Today is just a shitty day.. please god, give me the courage... and most of all, enter uni.. that's all I hope for..