JOYCE LIM YI XING...why are u so stupid........ why u find back him.... why at outside act so happy, laugh so bad n act nothing but back home cry like a idiot... nightmares.. should have forget bout u... shouldnt put hope on u anymore.. but y when i see ur post, i feel like i have to defend our relationship... y i tell n show my weak side to u... why must i tell u EVERYTHING??  how stupid am i... since last year been hurting myself... since last year u hurt me with ur hurtful words... want to break, but think about ur stpm exam, my love to u, ur feeling, i cling on... i endure all... 

all these while i thought u would change.. u will change.. but im totally wrong.. i should have seen tat earlier.. then i wouldnt be suffer like now... where are u when i needed u most... why when i show to u my weakest side, u still hurt me so bad... why u make me so pain... why u never care bout my feeling when u do something like i did............... why u post ur status like so hard to let me go, but u sms me vice versa... hurt me all over again... why u can have fun with other girl... when i still feel guilty to u... how fooled u have make me feel...

why i have so many tears for u.... why... deleted all our pictures.. how funny...

my birthday wish... is just u to be by myside... but now, my birthday wish is just to forget u...