from past few months keep raining almost everyday.. never even feel anything.. but last two days those raining make me feel sorrow.. as if the sky is crying too..

one day, suddenly received my friend call told me that my friend's dad passed away.. i was so shocked n stunned.. then i told my parents, out of no where my tears drop.. i asked God, please make my friend to be strong..

then i saw it on tv news too.. then i only can confirm.. God.. You, creator of the universe, the most powerful strength You have.... why would You allow to take someone's life.. someone that being loved by beautiful daughters.. for a moment, i blame God to take away apart of my friend's happiness.. 

visited the funeral yesterday with friends at kl.. thanks to my friend able to fetch.. i really want to comfort her face to face n let them know we as friends, still here to care n will be here always for u.. i tahan my tears super badly when see her crying with eyes swallon n red face..

now, everyone have to face the truth no matter how hurt it is.. i couldnt imagine how much pain to get through this but i believe time would heal them.. yes.. only time will..

everyone who live will leave us one day.. is nature of the earth.. so dear, if u read this, don't be sad anymore. he may have regret on something, but he will be proud of his beautiful n kind daughters. put away all those sad stuff, remember he is always in ur heart and u will always moving on for him. shut down all those 'whys', but embrace all the sweet memories that he had with u.. he must have just want to leave good memory for u, isnt he?

may ur dad rest in peace and may u n family to be strong. one day, time shall and will heal. take care. xoxo