Friday, January 20, 2012
today.. is my math teacher's last day teaching.. she get this sick... risky.. very risky.. not sure whether can be cure fully onot.. not sure whether she be able coming back..
yes, previously i did mention b4 in my blog, i dislike her.. i dislike her temper, impatient when teach me.. make me so stress when one-on-one with her.. several time after her class, her sarcastic words, i wil go toilet n cry.. maybe i am sensitive.. but all these while, i tot to be a good teacher requires good relationship with the student first so that the student wont hate the subject..
i always complain bout her.. jus a day b4 i heard this news, i told my bf tat i duwan her to teach me.. very stressful.. then the next day, i received tis shocking news.. my heart scattered.. why am i so stupid?? so selfish?? so cruel to utter those words, after all these while i am so lucky to have a very good teacher that teach well. yes, she is very very strict, but her knowledge is beyond my doubt.
my math mark always disappoint her.. but today, b4 going back, twins n me went to staff room.. then we saw her cry while talking with other teachers.. then after tat, she hugged us.. she hugged me. the one tat will-eat-me-teacher just hugged me superb tight. somehow i feel her pain.. her appearance that always so strict also will cry.. so hurt n sad watching her weak side.. all cry le.. haiih..
then she apologize that she very impatient when teaching us, thats why always scold us.. but is actually for our own good.. being strict only i able to complete my work.. or else i wil stuck on math halfway n give up finding the solution.. but i only realise n appreciate her after she wanna leave.. why i so bad... only learn to appreciate when gone? then she cal me dun give up, n say i can do it, not only in math but other subjects.. feel so touched..
no need to be stress anymore... no need to worry topical test.. isn't it wat i wan?? but i feel so sad.. i lost a passionate teacher.. she even sacrifice to stil come to skol for the sake of teaching us.. can see her physical start to have symptoms tho.. she really loves to become teacher.. one day, i would wan to be a teacher too.. she inspire me alot..!
ok!! duwan sad d! finally after 3 months get petroscience camping de picture XD so long only get ~.~ but jus from a teacher, not ori wan, so the 3rd day dun have T.T tis above pic is doing sandwich bread at 10+pm @.@ LOL.. got an incident of dirty minded also happens to connect me n my bf XD
hearing dunno wat thing~ but me n him is in there :D
my team X)
at malacca de fuel refinery~
party nite XD above got balloons ^^
we wearing black shirt ^^ n he's staring at me XD always perasan say i stare him but he also ma XD last week, he got his Muet test result..quite disappointing.. but wat had past already past, i jus comfort him, the only thing i can do.. even a simple hug n pat i unable to give him.. hearing he so suffer n sad but i cant help him anything.. tot ask my fren's help fetch, but friday she's busy.. so hard to meet him.. i jus wan to see him.. but.. haih.. hope holiday can ba.. very very miss him =(
